Tonsah122505SLC40_TheseAreCriticalTimesForPersonalGrowth

SLC Utah Teaching Mission Group Meeting #40

At Marshall’s and Ryan’s Home

Teacher(s):

Tonsah: T/R Ryan

These Are Critical Times For Personal Growth

December 25, 2005

Prayer (Marshall): Dear Father, we are gathered here tonight in remembrance of the great love that Michael brought to this world as he revealed you through the life that he lived upon our planet, allowing us to become aware of our relationship as the brothers and sisters that we are within this great Family of God. May his peace come upon us this evening, as we desire to become more like you, Father, as we strive for the achievement of the Master’s exalted life purpose, becoming all that we can become. We welcome all in attendance tonight, and give humble thanks for all that you have given us, Father, Michael and Mother. May we be ever drawn inward and upward in this great journey towards perfection. Thank you, Father. Nevertheless, not our desires, but your will be done. Indeed, it is our will that your will be done.

Tonsah (T/R Ryan): Hello, my friends and brothers, this is Tonsah. I am back again, and I am very glad to be here with you. I have been observing you this last week, along with many others, and I am proud to say that you are coming along very well. You have each made very challenging strides to come this far. I am always here to help you during these challenging times, whether you know it or not.

These are critical times for personal growth which will allow you each to reach whole new levels. I would like to see you two work together a little more, but I feel that so far you have done really well. Get more comfortable with each other and learn to meet each other’s needs. I am always here for you, and then again you can always be there for one another whenever one of you may need help or is going through some challenging times. You always have me as well as your other unseen friends to call upon whenever you desire.

As I have said, this is a very critical time for growth, and soon enough you will be put through the challenging tests ahead . Make sure not to move at too slow or too fast of a pace, but make sure you are challenging yourselves, for you must each challenge yourself to reach new areas, and once you do, you will be rewarded. When I say rewarded, I don’t mean as in a "Christmas gift", but as in receiving more experience, more knowledge and wisdom…. eventually becoming one with your Thought Adjuster (indwelling Father Fragment). Your lives are taking shape very well, and I am sometimes surprised as to what happens in certain challenges you undertake. You are very well equipped for these times and you each have what it takes, as I have said before.

The first step to taking on these challenges is confidence. You must have confidence in yourself and know that you can do it. You need this confidence to assist you, for if you don’t have confidence, then you are just hoping that it may happen. But, when you have confidence, you are sure that it will happen and you will get it done.

As you go throughout the day, try to communicate with me frequently, for I am always open for you and am always glad to talk with you at anytime. Go throughout your day taking time for mini-stillnesses. There should always be stillness in the morning and in the evening before you retire, but then again, you should always be able to communicate with either me or whoever else is working with you throughout the day. When you allow yourself to have contact with these unseen personalities all throughout the day, it brings you to into much greater awareness of yourself and all that surrounds you. During these times you may find yourself drifting off, but in time you will train yourself to stay more focused, eventually being able to go throughout the entire day in a mind that is intertwined with your Thought Adjuster.

I am feeling and undoubtedly know that you two will have large parts within this Mission. I feel this because you definitely have the confidence and I have seen what you each have been through, and how you have confidently worked yourselves through these difficult situations. I have been with you through these hard times, and know what you have gone through and what you have felt, for I too have had my hard times in the past, as a mortal upon my home planet.

I now open our meeting to any questions that either one of you may have.

Ryan: This is Ryan. How do you know when you are ready to move on to the next level? How do you know when you are ready to leave old patterns behind?

Tonsah (T/R Ryan): That is a good question, Ryan. How do you know you are ready to move on to the next level? Listen to your inner self, listen to your Thought Adjuster. You will feel it, you will know it when you are ready to make the move. You will know in your heart that you have made great strides and that you are definitely ready to move forward in progress. You will have the confidence and you will be sure. Do not set any limitations upon yourself, for anything can happen. It is when you set limitations upon yourself that you do not move forward in progress.

To know when to leave the old patterns behind and move to the next level of challenge will be a good challenge for you. First of all, you must be confident, and in time you feel changed and be ready to move forth. You will feel like you have grown spiritually, you will feel wiser…. yet you will also feel calm and humble. When you feel a great peace…. this is when you have overcome your fears and can then move on. This peace lets you know that you have left them behind. This is one of the greatest levels you can attain. Again, my friend, you will know when you have changed and when the time is right to leave the old behind and move on. Be aware of your inner feelings. Again, good question, Ryan.

Marshall: May I ask a question, Tonsah?

Tonsah (Ryan T/R): Certainly.

Marshall: You, being my personal teacher, are very aware of the challenges I have been through lately, and I am certainly feeling ready to move on into new areas. Anything that you can communicate to me which will assist me in these interesting times, I will be most appreciative to accept, Tonsah, for you know me very well.

Tonsah (Ryan T/R): Certainly, my friend. I see great strength in you. I see the will to do well and to do your best, but I feel you should not put up any blocks or limitations, as I have said before. I feel that you will be a big part of this Mission, and I know that you know that, too. You must give everything over and you must want to give everything over. There are blocks that we all face at certain times that we must get over. You have risen from your "pit of darkness" and you are still on the rise. You have experienced so much, which will act as a huge asset towards growth.

My friend, you are doing so well and I am very proud of you. Keep up the good work. I would enjoy talking with you more throughout the day as you have so done in the past. I am here with many others, to assist you. Feel not lonely inside or entertain any guilt, for this is a time for growth. Take each day as it comes to you as a new challenge. Keep in close contact with the celestials that work with you and be open to the great changes that are taking place within you every moment. Be confident and go throughout the day with strength and love in your heart and mind. Know that you are loved and carefully watched over, and you will figure out in time the best way to let go and give all over. It is a process that takes time and effort. There may be things that you are not yet ready to face, but know that when you give everything over, you must be ready to face all. Fear not, as you have many working with you, along with your son, Ryan, who is always open to help you. Does this help?

Marshall: Yes,Tonsah. This has been very helpful, and I thank you.

Tonsah (Ryan T/R): Explore new areas and be open for change, my brothers, as we allow our meeting format to evolve, rather than becoming repetitive. I am so glad that Ryan was able to take questions tonight, for this is a good start which will allow much to come forth during our formal time together each week. Let what I have communicated to you tonight to sink deep into your minds. I will talk to you soon. I take my leave, as my love goes with each of you..

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